Sunday, January 15, 2017

Mislina Mustaffa & Trust



Another interesting interview with the performer cum activist  Mislina Mustaffa who has just released her next book Are You  Talking About  Trust, Mislina Mustaffa?  

Headline : Journey To Find Herself 
By Bissme S

Three years ago, Mislina Mustaffa received a plane ticket to watch the World Cup in Brazil as a birthday gift from a close friend. Her journey, however, did not end in Brazil. 
For two years, the outspoken actress and activist continued on her way, visiting other parts of world such as Colombia, Cuba, Jamaica, Scotland, Maritius, and many more. 
Mislina then jotted down her travel experiences in a book, Are You Talking About Trust, Mislina Mustaffa?. 
The book breaks from literary convention by bearing no page numbers, and not carrying the title on its cover. In a recent interview, the 46-year-old talks about the revelations she gained on her soul searching journey around the world, as well as her views on how she’s come to terms with her own vulnerabilities.
 

Can you tell us more about your book? 

My book is more about the inner journey of a traveller. Many travellers do not speak about this inner journey because it can be ugly and painful. 
I always thought I was the most radical woman … I always thought I was so strong, and that I could survive anywhere in the world. This journey has forced me to acknowledge my vulnerable side. I learned that you can be strong and vulnerable at the same time. 
In the past, when I was sad, I ignored this emotion. I [kept] myself busy so [that] I would not think about my sadness. But not any more. Now, whenever I feel sad, I learn to sit down and feel the sadness. I’m honouring my sadness. 
Strong is me, and sadness is me, too. To accept myself, I have learned to love the ugly and the beautiful side of me.

Do you think readers can accept the radical way your book is presented?   


My book’s title is Are You Talking About Trust, Mislina Mustaffa?. So, I must trust myself and have the courage to present something different and experimental. I must also trust that my readers will take what I am serving. 
As an artiste, I love experimenting. In an experiment, nothing is guaranteed, and everything can go wrong. It is always very delicious to experiment with something that people are afraid [of] … Experimenting gives you freedom.

*Your mother died while you were in Brazil. People criticised you for not returning home for her funeral. 


 First of all, my value does not increase or decrease based on people’s respect. I have gone beyond the belief that you have to be with someone because you love that person. 
Before my mother died, we talked a lot about life. My mother wanted a career. She wanted to be a teacher. She wanted to travel. But my mother came from a period where her father believed a woman [only needed a basic education]. She did not get to pursue her dreams. She became a housewife. But she always encouraged me and my siblings to pursue our dreams. If I had not gone on that trip, she would have been upset and disappointed. I listened to what my mother wanted, and that can be called love. 
I brought my mother’s spirit along [in my travels]. And it is not rare to find me speaking to my mother whenever I see something beautiful.
 

Tell us one emotion that has changed drastically because of your travel? 

My relationship with God has changed from fear to love. In Brazil, I visited [the statue of] Christ the Redeemer. There were a handful of tourists taking pictures of Jesus and praying. 
It was the World Cup season in Brazil at that time and out of the blue, a group of famous footballers visited the place. Suddenly, the tourists’ focus was on the footballers. Everyone was crowding around the footballers ... the tourists were cheering and screaming. The atmosphere was almost like a party. Once the footballers left, their attention returned to Jesus. 
If a similar situation were to happen in Malaysia, you can bet it will become a controversy, and their behaviour will be seen as disrespecting God. 
Personally, I like to believe in a loving God. I really believe that God understands these people have no malicious intent to disrespect Him. They were just too happy to see their football idols, and a good God will want his followers to be happy.   
 

You are also a performer. Are you doing any interesting performances? 

I am venturing into something that is call body movement. I am using bodies ‘that are not suitable for dancing’. I am encouraging these bodies to move. I want everyone to appreciate their bodies in whatever shape [they] are in ... to appreciate their own soul. I want them to know a soul is always beautiful … a soul never gets ugly.
 

(the many faces of Mislina Mustaffa) 









Tuesday, January 10, 2017

Eka Kurniawan



 Indonesian  Eka Kurniawan, 41, is an internationally acclaimed author whose novels have been translated into more than 20 languages. 
In 2015, his Beauty is a Wound (translated from his first novel, Cinta Itu Luka) was included in the list of 100 notable books by The New York Times. 
Last year, Eka became the first Indonesian author to be nominated for a Man Booker International Prize for his second novel, Man Tiger. 
His third novel, Seperti Dendam, Rindu Harus Dibayar Tuntas will be translated into English soon. It is expected to create waves as well. The novelist was in Kuala Lumpur recently to talk about his writing journey with Malaysian fans. In this exclusive interview, Eka shared with theSun his feelings about his art. 

Has your life changed after receiving the nomination for The Man Booker International Prize? 

A lot of journalists wanted to interview me then and I received a lot of invitations to talk at literary events. The literary world [also] treated me differently. Personally, I’m still the same person. I’m still driving my daughter (six-yearold Kidung Kinanti Kurniawan) to school and fetching her back. I am still reading a lot of books.

Do you think there is a higher expectation to produce another award-winning novel? 

It is a good thing that people have expectations of me. Even without that, I [always] put a certain pressure on myself. I’m always pushing the bar higher each time I write a new novel. 

Do Western readers react to your books differently compared to Indonesian readers? 

Western readers talked more about the political landscape of Indonesia and the supernatural elements [in my books] while Indonesian readers focus more on the relationship and sexual elements. But it is their right to interpret my books in any way they want.” 

Some said your novels contain a lot of sexually explicit scenes. 

Some have stopped reading my books because of the sexual elements. But if I were to tone down on the explicit sex scenes, other readers will be disappointed. I have learnt that I cannot please everyone and that I should write the novel the way it should be written. 
The sex scenes in my novels are necessary in the story I am writing. For example, in Cinta Itu Luka, my main character is a comfort woman so it will be illogical if I did not have any sex scenes. 
In my latest and fourth novel titled O, [there are no] sex scenes. It is just a fable about a monkey who wants to be a man.

 Your novels featured supernatural elements. Do you believe in the Supernatural? 

I do not want to believe in the supernatural but sometimes, I can’t help myself. Recently, there was a demonstration in Jakarta where I lived. A distant relative sent me coconut water to drink. He said if I drink the coconut water, I will be safe from any harm (from the demonstration). I did not believe him. But in the end, I drank it. I would like to believe that I drank the coconut water because it was a hot day and it tasted sweet.” (laughs) 

When did you realise you wanted to take writing seriously as a career? 

I was reading Hunger (by Knut Hamsun) and it was about a starving writer. In the end, the starving writer gave up writing and went to look for a proper job. That novel inspired me to be a writer. I wanted to prove that the character in the novel was wrong for not pursuing his dream to be a writer.” (laughs) 

What’s your view on the Malaysian literary scene? 

I do not know much about the Malaysian literary scene. I only read a small number of Malaysian novels. It is sad that we have the same language, but there is barrier between us. We do not know each other’s books and each other’s writers. I hope in the future, more Indonesians will read Malaysian literature and more Malaysians will read Indonesian literature. There should be more interaction between Malaysian and Indonesian writers. 

Your wife, Ratih Kumala, is also an award-winning writer. Do both of you discuss literature? 

Sometimes, I recommend some good books for her to read and she does the same. She read all my works before they get published. She does some minor corrections and offered some suggestions. [But] we talk more about household things and our daughter than literature. 



 

Monday, January 2, 2017

Abang Jay


 Today theSun published my interview with Abang Jay who talks about  make up scene in the Malaysian film industry....   

 Headline : Adding A Magic Touch
By Bissme S


FAIZUL ZOULKIFLI – Abang Jay to the many who know him – has been a makeup artist for seven years in the local film industry. Some of the films he was involved in included Cun, Papadom, Sinaran and Jwanita. The 48-year-old has also worked on some of the wellknown faces in the industry including Ogy Ahmad Daud, Ning Baizura and Vanidah Imran. 
Still, this makeup artist has never stopped learning more about his craft. Three years ago, at the age of 45, he took 12 weeks off to attend a course in makeup for TV and film at the Delamar Academy in London. “You are never too old to pursue knowledge and improve yourself,” he says at a recent one-to-one interview with theSun.
“A lot of my classmates [at that course] were much younger than me. But that did not stop me from improving my skill as a makeup artist. Over there [in the UK], they do not look at your age. They look instead at your talent, your creativity and your dedication. I have gained a lot of new knowledge with this adventure of mine.”
Abang Jay again returned to the UK last year for a fourmonth course on character and prosthetics makeup at the well-known Gorton Studio in Aylesbury. He explains that most makeup artists will opt for a ready-made moustache or ready-made bald cap when required for an actor’s role. But the courses he had attended had taught him to make a moustache and bald cap from scratch.
He says: “I have to take correct measurements of the actor’s head to ensure the bald cap will fit him perfectly.”
It was the same with the moustache. He had to measure the space where he had to stick the moustache. All this measuring ensured that the bald cap and moustache would be more realistic on his clients, indirectly, creating a more realistic look for the character.But doing it requires a lot of detail work and perseverance.
“You learn to be precise.” 
Now armed with a better understanding of prosthetics and makeup, Abang Jay can literally transform someone into as beautiful or as ugly a person as he wants. He can also tackle alien or horror looks with no problem.
Abang Jay has also picked up many tips and tricks of the trade from award-winning makeup artists at international makeup trade shows called IMATs in London.   
“The conversations and exchange of ideas had given me many ideas to improve my makeup techniques,” he says.
“I want to tell youngsters out there that the job of a makeup artist in the film industry is not just finding the right lipstick and the right foundation. The scope is much wider. It is about making your characters appear believable.”
He urges aspiring makeup artists to go out there and enhance their knowledge.
“Do not just stay put in your comfort zone.”
He feels that when you have learned the makeup skill inside out, you can always try his luck overseas, even in Hollywood.
“The film industry all over the world is always looking for a good creative makeup artist,” he says, adding that he is seriously toying with the idea of working in London. But he warns anyone against thinking that studying in a foreign country is so glamorous.
“You must be prepared to work hard,” he says.
“Sometimes, I had to get up as early as 5.30 in the morning and my day ended late at night.”
He adds that he would love to share what he has learned in the UK with young Malaysian makeup artists. One thing he finds that needs to change in Malaysia is racial selection.
He says it’s somehow a norm for Indian artistes to go to an Indian makeup artist, the Chinese to a Chinese and the Malay to a Malay.
“We need to change that,” he stresses.
“We should not care about the race of the makeup artist as long as the person is talented. A makeup artist should be able to handle all kinds of skin colour without any prejudice."


Some of Abang Jay' s works 





Thursday, December 29, 2016

2016 Quote-able Quotes

Soon we will be saying goodbye to 2016 and hello 2017. Before that happens, I would love to highlights the quote-able quotes from my interviews in theSun for the year 2016. 


1) Bront Palarae, actor 




“You should not get too happy with your highs and you should not get too down with your lows. The feelings of rejection and dejection are part and parcel of the job. When I first joined the entertainment industry, everyone kept telling me that it is a dog-eat dog world, and that I should not trust anyone; that genuine friendships do not exist here and people are eager to backstab you. Well, I have made some great friends in the entertainment industry. Nothing works without trust." 

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2)Julian Jayaseela, author  cum film producer 



“My family was so poor that we could not afford a television. So my eight siblings and I spent most of our time reading. We got excited about books. On hindsight, I must be thankful that there was no television in my house. Perhaps I would not have become an ardent reader.”

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3) Syamsul Yusof, film director 


"When I started my career, I had actors who disrespected me on the set. I had critics who doubted me. But if you want to be successful in your field, you have to develop a thick skin, and learn to ignore your critics.If you are in the film business, you will always have to face the critics. Even great films like Avatar have critics. You cannot impress everyone.”
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4)U- Wei, film director 

"I cannot give up because filmmaking is the only thing I know how to do. But there are times I’ve asked myself: ‘Why am I doing this? Am I a machoistic?’ Before I became a filmmaker, I only thought women bleed. Now I know I am wrong. Filmmakers bleed, too." 

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5) Eka Kurniawan, author   


“Consciously or unconsciously, a writer always has messages in the stories. But the writer must understand that readers may interpret these message differently [from the original intent]. The readers may not see things the same way [as the writer]. The writer has no control over how his readers would interpret his stories. But I strong believes a story should not become a sermon.Once a story becomes a sermon, the story is no longer interesting."

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7) Wan Hanafi Su, actor  



“Most producers are only interested in making commercial movies because they want to make profits. Money should not be their only aim to make movies. Don’t they want to make a film where people will remember them many years later?” 

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8)Iedil Putra, actor  


"Sometimes the industry can kill your spirit, and there are times I feel jaded being a Malaysian actor. It is difficult to get good scripts and good roles. Sometimes, you have to accept roles that you are not happy with because you have to put food on the table. In some productions, I am given a script just a day before the shoot. Sometimes, the script gets written on the set just hours before shooting begins. How do you expect an actor to get into his character just hours before the shoot? But I am passionate about what I do, and you don’t give up on what you are passionate about. You just stick with it.” 
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9)  Fahmi Mustaffa, author 


“We live in an absurd world, where we are [always] looking for answers. We are always curious to know if there is a higher power up there, watching [us]. I find most of us worship religion, and not God. Personally, I believe nothing should come between you and God, not even religion.” 

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10) Norhayati Kaprawi, documentary maker cum activist.


 “The interpretation of Islam should not be monopolised by the conservatives only. Islam is close to my heart. I do not believe Islam is oppressive. I do not believe Islam is violent. That is what I want to show in my documentaries.” 
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11) Shaheizy Sam actor 


“I never thought I would last [this] long in the movie industry. Producers are always looking out for tall, fair and handsome actors. I do not fulfil those requirements. But thanks to [shorter actors like] Al Pacino and Tom Cruise, I learned that height has nothing to do with acting ability. They are successful actors. I need to be like them and be extremely good in what I am doing.” 
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12) Saharil Hasrin Sanin author 


“I am jealous of authors who can sit and write for hours, transferring their thoughts on to the computer.I can’t do what they do. I go to the gym quite frequently and let me tell you, for me, working out the muscles is less tiring than working out the mind. ” 
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13) Harith Iskander, comedian.  

“It was in 2010 when my father passed away in February and three weeks later, my mother passed away in March. My father was 76 and my mother was 82. They had lived their lives to the fullest. When they died, the reason for me to live disappeared. Thank God, my wife entered the picture in the same year and [gave] me a reason to carry on with my life.”

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14) Mahadi J. Murat, film director 

"Filmmakers must not be restricted to just making certain types of films. They have a responsibility to provide alternative movies from [the] mainstream. There is a [substantial percentage] of audiences who are looking for different genres, and filmmakers must fulfil this need. How many times have we met movie fans who said that they do not watch Malay movies because they do not like the [content]? We need to change that. We can only do that if we tackle different themes. Besides, the audience’s mood is difficult to predict. Look at The Journey (2014), which is about an apek tua (old Chinese man) who is busy preparing for his daughter’s wedding. Where’s the commercial appeal of this storyline?But interestingly enough, [it] became a box-office hit and touched many hearts. "

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15) Syafiq Yusof, film maker 

“We are always under the impression that if you do good things, then good things will come your way. But sometimes, life does not work that way. Maybe, there is no fairness in the world. You can go [mad] thinking about [that]. Maybe the good things ... will be given to you when you are in heaven.” 
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16) Nadiya Nissa, actress 


Some production managers will call you and just ask you if you are free on certain dates to act in their projects. Then, they will ask you about your [fees]. But they will not tell you about the script and your role. The script will be given to you just three days before the shoot. In some cases, you only get the script on the set. These people just want you to come on the set, and [say] the dialogue. They do not care if you fit in the role or not. They do not care if you can give a good performance or not.It just goes to show the industry does not respect actors. This can be very demoralising. You begin to question why should you put your heart and soul in your role, when such attitudes exist. All I can do for now is to develop a thick skin, ignore such attitudes and only hope the industry will change for the better."
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17) Zikri Rahman, activist 


“We all have a certain negative mindset about migrant workers. We tend to associate them with crimes. We always hear complaints from Malaysians that they are smelly. [But] most of us do not understand the conditions they are living in. Sometimes, 20 migrant workers are living in one apartment ... [where] they have to share three  bathrooms.Sometimes, two of the bathrooms are not in  working condition [and they end up having] to share one bathroom. [How can we expect them to maintain hygiene] living in such pathetic conditions?Almost every day, we hear stories about migrants  dying in construction sites. They [are dying] while helping us build our city.”

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Monday, December 26, 2016

AMRI ROHAYAT

Yesterday I visited Amri Rohayat in his house with Faisal Mustaffa ( thank you for driving me there faisal) and this visit had trigged me to search for an article I had written on him way back on 2009. I am reproducing the article I had written on him in today blogspot.



















Headline : Writing To Tell A Story  

Storyteller and publisher Amri Rohayat is interested in adding new colour to the Malay Literary scene. He wants to bring in contemporary voices and vibrant Ideas. The 40- year- old talks to Bissme S about the local literary scene, the usage of Bahasa Malaysia and racism 


*What is the philosophy behind your imprint, Stormkitchen? 

A stormkitchen is this cheap cooker you use on camping trips. It is simple and utilitarian. That is the underlying philosophy: to make writing fun. Even frivolous. My belief and experience is that young Malays are repressed. Our society behaves like it does not welcome young ideas … That these youngsters have no value. Fair enough. But we still need to give the young an outlet to express themselves safely before it gets too late. Otherwise it will be like a pressure cooker without a safety valve. But there are not many places where they can be creative and expressive. I wanted to give them one such platform. If they go to mainstream publications, they are unlikely to get published.

*Why do you think the mainstream publications wouldn’t publish their fiction? 

Maybe it is simply the job of the mainstream anywhere to not tolerate alternative viewpoints. Or maybe it is simply because often there are no messages in these “karya picisan” (unimportant works). When I first started out I was often asked: “What is the message of the story? What is the moral?” But heck, not every story needs to have a moral purpose.

*Some people believe writers should change the world by having oral messages in their works. Don’t you agree with that? 

Yes. A writer needs to be aware that whatever he writes will have an influence on at least someone. If words have no weight then people would not have burnt books or prosecuted writers throughout history. But honestly, a writer of fiction should write for no reason other than to tell a story. It is not for the writer to guide society. In the realm of fiction, the story should operate on its own moral terms. That is what separates it from reality. I do believe that writers have a responsibility, but that responsibility is simply that they should be true to themselves. Anyone who writes deliberately with a subtext in mind is being manipulative, if not naive. Today you cannot dictate what the subtext is going to be anymore. 

*Is it true that the National Library refused to launch one of your books, Aweks KL? 

Yes. They said the book was not suitable for their target audience. I have no problems with that. If you go to somebody’s house, it is his rules. So when somebody comes to my house, I expect the same: they will have to follow my rules. But that is not what is happening today. People come to my house and keep wanting to impose their rules on me. (We laugh)  

*Is it true that a writer refused to let his work be featured in Aweks KL? 

Yes. I liked his poems and wanted to feature them. At first he was okay with it. But then he saw the cover. He said it was repulsive and demeaning to women. He asked me to consider changing the cover. I said I would think about it. So I thought about it and I stuck with the cover. He decided to pull out, which was a surprise. He saw an image of debauchery. I saw a reflection of something happening among us. A seedy secret that no one wants to discuss or acknowledge, about how women are viewed and treated. 

*What is the biggest challenge you faced in running your publishing house? 

First of all, this is not a proper publishing house. Stormkitchen is not even a registered company. It is not a business. I don’t intend to make money out of it. It is just a hobby, something I do when I have the cash to spare. Elarti is supposed to be a quarterly magazine. But I have to make it an annual for a couple of reasons. The first is financial: the money comes out of my pocket. The second is practical: we just don’t get enough quality contributions. And my bar is not set very high, so that ought to give you something to think about. Or maybe I am just not reaching the right kind of crowd. Most contributors are still sticking to convention. It goes back to how we have been raised. I think it is also a cultural thing. Traditionally, the Malays are not outspoken. Even when we criticise, we are very polite. We do not say things directly to your face. For example, if you asked us to do something, we always say “Insya Allah” even when we already know we are not going to do it. It is one of the things I admire about this culture, but these days it is not always the right solution.

*Some people say the works you publish are not high literature? 

Some have also said Histeria (his first movie script) is trashy, shallow and has no meaning. They are right. I was told to write a B-Grade  movie and that is exactly what I did … the kind of Sunday matinee I used to enjoy watching when I was 10 or 11. You get engrossed for an hour or two and then it is over and you simply get back to your life. People really should have better things to do than to centre their lives on movies, celebrities and literature. Right now I am  interested in digging up new voices and pushing them into the public consciousness. So that people can see what others are thinking about. I would rather have literature manifest by accident. You fire up an active cauldron where a lot of things are simmering, and then, some day, maybe, the best works rise up to the top. Forget about creating anything or leaving a mark to soothe your insecure feelings of mortality. You should do what you feel needs to be done and let everything else take care of itself. 
Good works will eventually get noticed on their own merit. Or not. But if you just do what you believe in, then it does not really matter. 


*Speaking of Histeria, you added a touch of lesbianism in the movie and it attracted a certain amount of controversy. Did you put the scene just to be controversial? 

No. It was supposed to be a reflection of the culture in a girls boarding school. That’s it. Some people have said the film is generally illogical. If you left out lesbianism in a story about an all-girls boarding school, now that to me would be illogical. 
I was not making a judgment call either. I did not put it in there to either praise or condemn the behavior. It is what it is. I just wanted to document things as I found them. Plus, I thought shooting that scene would be hot. It almost did not get made. And I was not there when it was shot, sadly.  

*If you are not making money from Stormkitchen, why are you doing this? 

It is corporate social responsibility on a personal level. I freelance by doing copywriting, graphic design and corporate videos. All very commercial. So this is my way to atone for my sins of making money through shallow means (We laugh). Seriously though, there should be more to life than just making a living. I know a lot of people say that, but it’s not reflected in how they live and behave. When you talk about nation-building these days, a lot of the focus is on the economics. The government should also stress the intangibles: culture, civilisation and giving space for people to be creative.

*What is your view on culture? 

Culture has become stagnant and stereotypical here. For a culture to survive, you need to keep changing. You need to keep adapting. But for some reason it all stopped evolving in the 80’s. We keep repeating the same old themes. We keep writing the same old way. It has also become insular and inward-looking. This is not how it used to be. I can still remember when art and literature were still an integral part of  society. I would go to a relative’s house in Ulu Atok or wherever, and they’d have paintings done by a member of the family on display. There would be tattered and yellowing books of poetry lying around. If you look at it from a bigger perspective, Malay culture has been adapting and evolving throughout its life. When we were Buddhist and Hindu, you saw a lot of Buddhist and Hindu elements in our culture. When we became Muslims, you saw a lot of Islamic influences. But now it has stopped, as if someone had said, “Okay, the culture is already perfect now so let’s put it in a tin.” Worse, wholesale parts of the culture are being either Americanised or Arabified.

*So you believe a culture should not stop evolving? \

Of course! If you want to be a great culture, you have to borrow. Otherwise it becomes incestuous. Eventually the culture will become genetically defective. Again, I do not like it either, but it is something you can’t run away from. 
The Greeks borrowed heavily from the Egyptians and Persians, the Persians from the Indians and so on. There has always been cross-pollination.
There should be no shame in it; it is how great civilisations are born. But now they say, we should not borrow from the West. But culture tends to follow the predominant civilisation. And the West is this epoch’s predominant civilisation. So how do you resist the osmosis? Yet, we have to be smart about it. What we need to do is borrow, not ape. The Japanese absorb a lot of Western culture and they turn these influences into something very Japanese. Same thing happens in Indonesia. But the problem here is, we merely like to ape. We do not take an idea, internalise it and come out with our own take. For example, some people are saying US has a black president, then we must have one too. But who understands what the blacks in America had to go through to get where they are? Every country should have its own natural evolution. 

*You said you don’t get stories out of the box. Why do you think this happens? 

Limited reach, mainly. I have not been promoting the publications 
as much as I should. But on a wider scale I think it has something do with the government’s clamp down on student activism in universities since the 1970’s. It has a downstream effect. Once you clamp down activism in campus, people become docile. You get followers who cannot think. Eventually everything slows down or stops.

*You think the government made a mistake by not allowing politics among university students? 

They thought it was necessary and I agree with their reasoning. I do not think the government is deliberately evil, despite what some people say. They just did what they thought had to be done. I have no idea why, but it seems to me that with most Malay boys, they will find any excuse not to study. If you allowed them to indulge in politicking, then that is all they are going to do. 
Some Malay students in the 1970’s were squandering the opportunities being handed to them on a golden platter. They had the hopes of an entire people on their shoulders, and all they used it for was their own selfish gains, masked in a cloak of “berjuang untuk rakyat” (fighting for the people). 
If you want to dedicate your sole focus into fighting for that ideal, fine, but don’t whine when the government tries to take away your scholarships and insist that it is “your right”.

*What other government policies do you feel have failed? 

I do not think the government planned for failure. Not at first, at any rate. The problem as I see it is that they like to implement a policy in reaction to a problem. Once they think they have plugged that leak, they think that’s it, job done, and they move on to other leaks. They forget to keep monitoring the previous policy, so that it may be amended or adapted as the situation changes. So in time the policy gets calcified, and it becomes the way things are done. This constant monitoring mechanism must be consciously written into the original plan. Surely you have to realise that all policies have side effects. But when you fail to monitor, you won’t know what the side effects are. So when those side effects come up, you think it is a new problem, which you can solve with another, unrelated policy.
For instance, Britain took 200 years to go from an agrarian society to an industrialised one. We did it in 20 years! The government’s plan for rapid industrialisation may have achieved the target to create a sizable urban Malay population. But I also believe that the disastrous fallout from this accelerated process has not been addressed even now. 
What happened was you got a new generation of Malays who became rootless. They no longer had a strong sense of identity. It gets worse over the generations. And now you have all these weird social ills, which everyone thinks is just a new phenomena.

*What is the biggest change  you would like to see taking place in the literary scene? 

I would like to see more non-Malays reading and writing Malay proficiently. Making it their own. It is about building a common national identity. I hear people talk about Malaysian Malaysia all the time. And then they won’t even wear a songkok, as if it is somehow beneath them. Recently, I read a piece where the columnist suggested that since some politicians can’t speak Malay properly in Parliament, why don’t they make MPs speak in English. “After all, this is Malaysia,” he says. If this is Malaysia, then people should be speaking Bahasa Malaysia. I swear, smart people are sometimes so smart that they become stupid.

*What do you think about racism in Malaysia? 

To hear people talk today, it is as if only one side has that bias. My ex-boss, who was a white American, lamented once that in the US, a white man cannot even use the “N” word without expecting some kind of backlash, but the blacks can create entire comedy performances based on ridiculing white people. These days, in some crowds, I know exactly how he feels. 
A racist does not just make derogatory remarks. At heart he would be someone who not only wants his own race to win all the time, but also actively stops another race from succeeding or wants to keep them subjugated. You can find those people in any race. 

*Do you think the Malays still need the NEP? 

Yes. As a businessman, I say it is still a useful counterbalance. All this talk about competing on price and merit is fine if we had a level playing field. I remain to be convinced that we do. When you can guarantee that a Malay, a Chinese or an Indian who goes to the same supplier will get the same prices or deals, only then should the NEP be abolished. In terms of education, I think a review should already be made in the urban areas, where there are large populations of affluent Malays. Especially when those parents had already benefited from the NEP themselves, even though I know some have not even bothered to pay back their study loans. I have met some of these loan defaulters who are anti-NEP. Go figure. It goes back to the entitlement mentality again. 

*Do you think the NEP has any weaknesses? 

Any system has a weakness. It was there to provide us with a leg up but it has become a life-long crutch. I had one middle-aged guy say to me: “I am not going to be a beggar in my own land.” 
The irony was he did not see that he was already begging, with his dependence on the subsidies being given to him for his farms. I think the NEP needs to be modified. You give assistance to a certain point. You don’t keep supporting them if they keep failing. You need to keep weeding out the hopeless cases. When you know that every time you fail there will be something for you to fall back on, it creates a weak society. 

*As a writer do you believe in total freedom of speech? 

I don’t. I think people who advocate it don’t really know what they are asking. I have a feeling that at the end of the day, they won’t like what they’ll get. If you examine it, I think you will quickly find that actually they don’t support freedom of speech, either. They would just like to be the ones to control what gets to be said and what does not, that’s all. I also think that somehow they do not see freedom of speech as being inseparably intertwined with action. They seem to think that they can get away with saying anything they like. They don’t see words as a form of action itself. I find this odd. The American serial killer Charles Manson uses this defence frequently. He says all he did was talk. His young disciples had gone on their murder spree of their own accord. He never held a gun to their heads. All of which is true, of course. So if you believe in the freedom for someone to say whatever they wish, then you must campaign for Charles Manson to be set free.

*What is the biggest misconception that people have about you?

They think I am a liberal. I am not a liberal. Not a conservative either. I am as liberal as the Quran permits me, and as conservative as it requires me to be. I err and transgress from time to time. But I try to stay on that path. I try to stick to the principles. 
So when I see racism on the other side I have to call it for what it is, not make up excuses like “They are still young” or whatever. 
So I get in trouble with both sides every now and then. I used to critique the conservatives more, but now that the liberals are winning the battle, I find myself commenting on them more often these days, because I find them to be just as corrupt.

*Who are the people who influenced you? 

The five women who raised me. My mother, grandmother, my aunt (my mother’s elder sister), my mum’s cousin, and one maid who stayed with us for a while. I saw the world through their eyes. The men in my life were largely absent. So I grew up empathising more with the female agenda. 

*You like to go against the current. Why don’t you go with the flow? 

I don’t intentionally want to be rebellious. I think God, for some reason, made it so that there will be people who are always fighting the current. I did try to be mainstream; follow the script, toe the line. But I didn’t get satisfaction or peace of mind. Every two years I would “awaken” and need to find something new to do.











Tuesday, December 13, 2016

Muhammad Fatrim

 Headline : A Hunger For Revenge
By Bissme S

A young woman’s quest for revenge forms the backdrop of author Muhammad Fatrim’s new Malay fiction novel. Revenge begins when businessman Datuk Zakaria and new wife Zahara kick out first wife Khadijah and daughter Ariana Citra from their house. Ariana and her mother are forced into a life of hardship, and the young girl swears revenge against the two. Many years later, a grown-up Ariana, now calling herself Dewi Uqasha, sets in motion her plan for revenge. She gets close to Zakaria and Zahara, who do not recognise her, and are totally clueless about her intention to destroy their lives. Revenge is Fatrim’s seventh novel, and this thriller will be on sale at the Pesta Buku 1 Malaysia at the Putra World Trade Centre from today to Dec 18.
The subject matter makes one wonder about the author’s relationship with his own father. But in an interview with theSun, the Sabah native assures that the story is pure fiction and has nothing to do with his late father, who was a teacher. 
“I was only 11 when I lost my father to cancer,” says the 30year-old Fatrim (below). 
“I miss him very much. I was a young boy who still needed a father in his life. I remember being angry at everything and everyone then.” 
During that difficult time, he got closer to God and to a certain degree, religion brought him a measure of peace. 
“My father was a storyteller too,” Fatrim recalls.
 “He used to write drama scripts for radio. I believe I inherited that talent [ storytelling] from him.” 
Surprisingly, Fatrim initially did not want to make writing his career. 
“My childhood  ambition was to be an air steward,” he says. 
He applied for many courses in several local universities and was accepted for a diploma in creative writing at Universiti Teknologi Mara in Shah Alam (UiTM). 
“I begged to change my course,” he says. 
“I told them (the lecturers) that I did not know how to write.” 
But he was persuaded to give the writing course a chance. It has since appeared to be the best decision he had made. The course helped to instil the love for writing and storytelling in him. 
“I think God wanted me to be writer,” he says. 
His first work was a children’s book called Geng Karipap. But it was his second novel, Asrama, that brought him fame. Published under Fixi, the  horror-thriller is about Dahlia, who goes to a boarding school. She encounters weird things happening there and begins to investigate them. Asrama remains the top selling novel under Fixi’s banner, with more than 40,000 copies sold to date. “Fixi has always pushed the boundaries in its stories,” Fatrim says. “The stories [it publishes] are brave and bold. 
“When Amir Muhammad (the owner of Fixi) called and said my 
 manuscript was accepted for publication, I thought someone was playing a prank on me. I [could not] believe [the publishing house was] interested in publishing my work.” 
There are plans for a sequel to Asrama in the near future. When asked how he handles criticisms, Fatrim says: “When I started writing novels, I always Googled myself. I want to know what people are saying about my books. 
“Some criticisms aimed at my novels were harsh and hurtful.  I had a hard time digesting them.” 
With time, Fatrim learnt to accept criticisms more maturely.  
“My novels are far from  perfect,” he says. 
“I have learned that I cannot please everyone, and criticisms can make you a better writer.”